So roughly in 48 hours I suppose I will have an answer of sorts of just what did happen. Frankly this waiting and adjusting to changes is nerve wracking but you kind of have to ignore it. Not an easy task actually.
I mean so much goes through the mind but hell, least the mind is still working. Guess that in itself is a plus though some might not agree.
Right now the hardest part, aside from the waiting, is the emotional instability. I mean I used to have a good poker face, but not now. A funny notion hits me and I break out in a giggle, or a broad smile. Hard to tease the wife but hell, maybe laughter and such shouldn’t be hidden?
I mean what would things be like if people did wear their emotions on their sleeves instead of suppressing them? Would there be less violence or more? Interesting concept that maybe some egghead could do a study on. I mean would it reduce the dreaded stress factor or not? Kind of interesting to see but then too, might make it hard to be a politician.
I mean think about it, if a politician couldn’t hide their emotions, how well could they lie to us to well?
