So things are moving along I guess but I don’t know. I mean all that hype for having maybe a stroke and so far all the tests came back as negative. Sure there were three little arteries dead deep down in the white matter of the brain but according to the doctor might have simply been a sign of old age. If it were more, it would have effected the ride side not my left. So that’s good.
Blood tests were good too. Sugar levels were within normal range and so where the cholestrol levels. Odd but I think I am feeling it more than before or more like when I first went to the doctor about it. So again, strange results and naturally his desire to ‘rule out’ “hepatitus B & C” plus “HIV” is a bit of a concern.
Maybe too that is also wrong. I mean maybe I should be more concerned about them than I am but hell, I have had enough of worrying to last me a bit. Still I guess in two weeks I’ll know so until then, well all I can do is keep on going.
Started a new story and worse, started another new diet too. (see Erotic Ramblings) And that is a pain in the ass too. I mean everything that is out there, is based on people who lead normal type lives. Somehow that doesnt’ take into account Adult Webmasters like me. I mean think about it, our schedule is not quite a 9 to 5 type job despite all the bullshit media hype out there.
Working online is a pain and does involve long hours and stressful hours to boot. I mean you try to figure out what Google is up to so you can get good rankings, then design accordingly and then just when you think you have it all done. BAM, Google goes and changes its measuring all around. Fuck talk about stress or what?
Course that is what one chooses, so you live with it. Thing is though when you listen to all the advice out there about diets and stuff, its hard to put into perspecitve when you work till 3am and get up at 9am. Hard too when you take into account that you work from home and have a marraige to work on at the same time as you look after an elderly parent. I mean the pull on ones time is tought to manage, and that is maybe part of the whole being over weight problem too.
